Archive for July, 2006

Friday I’m in love.

Friday, July 28th, 2006

Despite everything,
despite how much I don’t thrive in uncertainty and wish I did,
despite having cried quite a deal this week,
and despite at times, feeling slightly like a cartoon character that floats on air for a couple of seconds before falling off the cliff,
right now, in this moment, I am happy
and I feel completely certain that [...]

Gay.

Wednesday, July 26th, 2006

As most of you have probably heard, Lance Bass has come out of the closet. Apparently, I wasted three years of my life on something that was never going to happen.
Yes, I used to be one of those girls.
His pictures were plastered on my wall and ceiling.
I could tell you his birthday/ favorite color/ siblings/etc.
I [...]

October.

Thursday, July 20th, 2006

one hundred days.
my heart is swollen.

She said, “nobody here can live forever.”

Monday, July 17th, 2006

Today, on a walk with my mom, I saw an old couple standing in their driveway, holding hands, grinning. Sometimes I envy people who are old and have lived their life. I feel like maybe everything is simpler for them because they know what has happened and they can look back on it, like a [...]

Hocking Hills.

Sunday, July 9th, 2006

We got back this afternoon from our weekend in Hocking Hills.
It was so beautiful and fun and way too short.
Our cabin was really nice and we were pretty busy –
we went hiking every day and cooked out and played a couple’s putt-putt tournament (Funnel and I won!) and shot off fireworks, and made S’mores, and [...]

Independence Day

Tuesday, July 4th, 2006

#104. When starting out, don’t worry about not having enough money. Limited funds are a blessing, not a curse. Nothing encourages creative thinking in quite the same way.
— Life’s Little Instruction Book.
I’ll be honest… it’s stressing me out a little bit, but I know I’ll find a job soon. Now is an appropriate time for [...]