The places I wish to go no longer exist, at least not in the ways I want them to. The people and the circumstances are four years gone and even if they weren’t, I don’t have the capacity to enjoy them the way I used to.

The only way we can ever know how much we’ve changed is, I think, to meet the younger version of ourselves and talk about things. I hope I wouldn’t be dissapointing. I wish that were possible.

I need to give myself grace.

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