Perfectly mine.
When the world welcomes us in,
we’re closer to heaven than we’ll ever know.
They say this place has changed,
but strip away all of the technology
and you’ll see that we are all hunters,
hunting for something
that will make us okay.
Now here we lay alone, in hospital beds,
tracing life in our heads, but all that is left
is that this was our entrance and now it’s our exit
as we find our way home.
And all the blood and all the sweat
that we invested to be loved
follows us into our end
where we begin to understand:
That we are made of love
and all the beauty stemming from it,
We are made of love
and every fracture caused by the lack of it.
“You were a million years of work”,
said God and His angels, with needle and thread.
They kissed your head and said
“You’re a good kid,
you make us proud.
Just give your best and the rest will come,
And well see you soon.”
Maybe Hollywood is right.
When the credits have rolled and the tears have dried,
the answers that we have been dying to find
were all pieced together and somehow
made perfectly mine.
– “Needle and Thread” by Sleeping At Last.

I love that song.
And I love watching stars.
This weekend, I witnessed a beautiful wedding and everyone there was saying to us, “You guys are next!” Our wedding is exactly five months away from yesterday. I am so thankful for such a loving fiance and best friend and I cannot wait for October, but the Lord is really using our engagement period to grow me and convict me in a lot of ways. I really want to become a better person. And I could definitely use some prayers for that.
Have a good week, everyone.


June 1st, 2006 at 5:13 pm
“He bought you flowers, I bought you a drink. You can’t drink flowers, but flowers can drink.”
June 1st, 2006 at 8:18 pm
I like that.
Do I know you from somewhere? If not, its cool.. I was just curious.
June 2nd, 2006 at 7:38 am
nope! friend of a friend sort of thing from browsing myspace.
June 3rd, 2006 at 6:03 am
this has nothing to do with this post, but when i saw this article, i definitely thought of you http://www.wired.com/news/culture/0,71005-0.html?tw=wn_culture_12 hopefully that link works
June 4th, 2006 at 1:00 pm
Jen! We should hang out. I sort of doubt it will happen this week because I leave on Tuesday lol. How far is where you live from me? Maybe we can meet half-way sometime or something. That’d be awesome
Cause I really wanna hang out with you! I work at 5 tomorrow so if you wanna come say hi at the coffee shop that is sadly prolly the only way we’ll see each other before I leave. If not call, IM or leave comments and we’ll figure out where and when we can meet!